SilverScreams999

“Who are you?” Who am I? Someone who is drowning; Wondering when I’ll feel warm, again. I saw a glimmer But it was only for a second, Because again I’m in the Darkness Struggling against a Monster Swaddled to make my body feel heavy. Was that up? Was that my only beacon? I’m hoping as hell that it wasn’t. There’s darkness in my lungs, Burning saltiness Restricted Wrenched deeper down My body hurts I continue to wonder when it’s time But I don’t want to say goodbye I just want to see a light. I just want to breathe.

The deepest amethyst I had ever seen started emanating from the scrap dome. “She couldn’t be,” escaped my lips, as my fears increased. She couldn’t be doing this. Not the Disrupting Purple. Couldn’t that kill her too? ... And basically everyone in Ikebukuro… Even me. Well, I’d basically be for sure killed since I am right outside of the scrap dome. The amethyst started to grow even larger than the scrap dome. I tried my hardest not to turn and run. This was Nadira we were talking about! The most powerful one of my kind! How could I even doubt her power to control this Punishment? …But…

I could still feel my body convulsing with Punishment, but now it wasn’t so strong with my sense of defiance back into play. I grasped for the ground even though I knew that I would be suspended in air from all the power that pulsated because of me. I forced myself into a vertical position, moving as though I was treading water. Through the heartbeats, I forced myself to calm down, to separate the pain from my body. This hadn’t been the first Punishment that I had received recently that actually overpowered my abilities, but I was beginning to learn how to fight them. But I was already at a weak point with not feeding in prepara

My eyes flew open from the pain and hearing myself scream.  With quick breathing, I looked around me. My heartbeat was so strong but it was nothing compared to feeling as though every atom of my being having a heartbeat of its own. Not even a simple, normal heartbeat, but that of one when your heart being broken. Another scream escaped my lips and all the hearts convulsed again. The pain and the burning unleashed my control over my powers. I could feel it lashing out against something. I tried to focus my eyes on what I could possibly be killing, fear and pain cinching my sides. All around me I saw what looked like sheets of metal shaped in

~~~~~~ Simon’s POV~~~~~~~~ “Nadrid!” I shouted as I grabbed onto her collapsing body.  I lifted her, slinging her over my shoulder, running as quickly as I could through the never ending crowds of people. My only thought was that if I ran far enough that I’d happen upon an area that wasn’t populated. I hadn’t had to deal with a punishment for decades so I never even thought of finding a place that I could use for them. I ran for what seemed like an hour, finally chancing on storage facility. Nadrid’s  body heat rose, suppressing the power of another punishment. The Nadrid I knew could

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      “Hey, Joseph?”      “What’s up? Something wrong?”      “I couldn’t stay with Arthur….”      “You can stay with me till you get your own place.”      “Thank you. Are you there or do I have to find the spare key?”      “Actually I’m on my way back, should be there in ten or so minutes, but if you’re back before me you’re welcome to use the key.”      “Okay. Thanks, I’m getting some coffee. Would you want me to g

I looked for her on every camera, checked with every one of my informants, even looked under my bed, yet I could not find her anywhere! Oh my Human! Where on this planet are you! You shouldn’t have been able to leave Earth so you should be on this planet. I know nothing about you so you can be anywhere, even a different country already for all I know! How come I don’t know!? How come nobody knows!?       “Agghhhhhhhh!!!!” I yelled, exasperated about feeling so worried about a human. “Where are you, _____________ ______________?!”         ~~~~~~~POV switch~~~~~~~~

Look closer, look closer Do you see the blue I bleed? Travel in, further Into my nightmares See the thoughts that of which condemn me That drags me into my own destruction Love me; see me for who I am, who I will be Fix me, I don't remember being whole Free me, when was I ever free? That gray, do you smell it? That perfume like freshwater and rusted iron? It's filling my lungs, tickling my head Its residue burns like fire, smeared all over my hands But the taste, a sour dream, a sweet nightmare It slips down my throat, sending me on a high

A piece of my life I’ll choose to explain I used to be so open So forgiving To everyone No matter what you did to me Ignored me Told me countless lies Pushed me down Pulled my hair Made fun of me Broke my things Sat on me Hit me Hurt what I loved Hated me Choked me Almost drowned me !@#$%^&* me I’d always forgive you Hoping that you’d give me some affection Wishing that you’d love me for once I’d try again and again Always trying for the best No matter how hurt I was No matter how sad I was Then one day I gave up You wouldn’t change So I stopped Telling you the truth Trying to have you accept me Saying m