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That now means that you are not getting your b-day present and I will be keeping it for myself!
I hate you.
BMP
You're gone now
And I'm as mad as can possibly be
I hate what you made me be
All the scars that will take years to fade
I hate everything about you
All of your lies
and your push to my death
because thats how much to you didn't want me
The girl you knew is dead.
Someone else had to grown in her place
She's a jumbled mess.
Already in love with another,
but reflections of you keep appearing
I don't want to be her again
I don't want to cut or burn or be so consumed by depression
Not again.
There's so much hate remaining
both for you and they girl you killed.
I want to move on from this pain
I don't want these shadows
I don't
just a quick one
I don't know what you expect from me
or why I still stay with you
I run from you in my dreams
My heart seems to break everyday
My depression just keeps pulling at me
I can't make you happy
I can't make me happy.
Everything is overwhelming
Everything seems wrong
Where did my passions go?
The antidepressants aren't helping anymore
I'm scared of what can be
I know the tears you shed
I wonder if they were real
and if you would shed them again
Guilt claws at me of the things you don't know
There's no rescue
And I'm slowly falling below
Those tears may have to spill
Unseen pain
Quiet.
I hide it well,
with no indication
that there was
something fracturing inside.
Not that you'd pay attention
to whatever hint
that I held no control over.
Dying eyes, limper hair,
a faint paleness.
I'm not one to share my secrets.
Even if my pain is one.
dear lord I haven't written in a long time! I need to start practicing again!
If I do.......
If I ever do get a tattoo, it's going to be in black light ink and I'm never going to tell anyone about it.
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